stupidity

Ashamed of myself for acting so stupid
How can you be so insensitive, 
As if you don’t care, as if you don’t know me
As if I don’t exist, as if you don’t see.

Swallowed my pride and told you I like you
But to my disgust, to you it doesn’t matter too
I started to think what then are those glances for?
Those glances which I wasn’t able to ignore.

I hate to see you confidently
While here I am watching you secretly
I can’t help but to look at you everyday
Done almost everything just to see you anyway.

But now I’m tired of doing all of these
Accepted downfall with bended knees
Enough of this craziness within me
Kept my love hidden in a place where no one can see.

(I got these from our school paper..)

Life's Redundancies

Life is a journey. Life is what you make it. Life is full of ifs. Whatever things you describe about life, still there's one goal that we have to atain. That is is to live and to love. Great things happen and miserable things challenge us everyday. But we shouldn't forget that God is always with us no matter what happens.